Thursday, June 14, 2007 Y 12:31 AM
Now is 12.32pm,im alone in de living room,just to post tis blog,to shout out my feelings.
we just got a bad quarell,tat makes mi say i want to break,but,after i sended de message,i couldnt contact him,he didnt give any reply,im asking myself a question,
"do we just ended our relationship anot?"
i really feel lost,i don no wad to do,de thing ii can do now is just cry!
im ao depressed.
i loved him,but,i feel tat ii already try my best to bear his attitude,even though,i gave him attitude too.
maybe tis time,really nothing can hold back our love ler.
i still love him deeply!!!
but,i cant do anything,he don semms to trust mi at all..
he said tat im just giving excuses.
how can he like tat say mi?im his stead,not a normal friend,at tat poinT of time,my heart was broken.really broken.
maybe he didnt loved mi at all,ii don no.
if time can roll back,during de 18 oF jan,i wont patch de,cos,i don wanna see him sad&hurting himself.
i feel like im dead.really dead.
ii don no wad im doing now,i really don no wad ii can do.
now,i don have anything!
i don even know wad is going on.
i hate myself.
i wish to be gone in tis world,to make de ppl hu hate mi to be happy&make de ppl hu loves mi to stop getting hurt for mi.
